Changes.

Lots to talk about and a lot to go on about. I'm not sure where to start, so I guess I'll try my best.

Friday, the gym was closed for Good Friday. It kind of bummed me out, but my mom and I went on a walk on a trail not TOO far from our house. We walked about 5+ miles in the end, which was quite a long way for me. We got to see people kayak on the river out on the trail, which was a very cool plus.
My sister also told me last night that she talked to her boyfriend about wanting to lose weight. He has the P90X videos and said that he would come out to our house sometime and "make both of you lose weight." I've never met the guy, but if he's going to help get me into shape, he's gotta be a good person, right? :)

I've also been having a lot of friend drama, particularly with one friend. She always seems to make excuses for not doing things and is very negative as a person. We used to get on pretty well because at one time we were BOTH negative people. We thrived off each other's energies and I think that's part of why we became such good friends because we had that in common. We could both compete with each other over who had things worse, it seemed.
But, now she's been dating someone for about a year and her attitude has changed even more toward me. I'm sure she's happy, but the mood that her lover puts her in makes me mad. Once they started dating, she stopped staying up late and talking to me. When we would text, I would always get "lol yeah" or other one word messages as replies, which is definitely not her.
Now it just seems like everything is a fight. She just makes excuses for about everything. When I asked her about not doing something yesterday, she replied to me with "Well, college and stuff..." however, she only has ONE college class and I have FIVE and am still about to keep up with things. When I pointed this out to her, she replied with a "But...um...", then told me that she ran out of excuses.
I think I'm just done being friends with this person. Her negativity and her antics really don't pull me in to be her friend anymore. I've tried for about a year to keep up with this role as her "best friend", but I just think I'm done. I'm tired of dealing with her pulling my mood down. It's almost like she's toxic or something. She always says she'll try to be better, but she never follows through. Until she can grow up, start acting mature, and "man up" to things instead of making excuses, I don't think I'm going to go back.